news

so, sorry it's been so long since I've posted. Lots of changes going on. I started school for Massage Therapy. It's awesome so far. I've only been to two classes but everyone is great and I'm very excited.

More later

Thanksgiving

ahh, thanksgiving. family, friends, I ate way to much!! But it was great to see everyone. Kids getting older. cousins that I held as newborns are teenagers now.

man I feel old.

Bondage Fantasy, Part 7 and final

Life starts to come back to me. The room is eerily quiet. I wiggle my toes and hands, at that moment realizing they are free. I'm naked and cold, leaving the blindfold on I curl up into a ball. A blanket is spread across my body, I feel the bed give. Tom's arms come around me.

"you OK?" His voice quiet and soothing

"Yeah" I'm still shaking inside but happy to hear his voice. He kisses the back of my neck and and we lie there for a while, spooning. I feel like I slept for hours, I'm awakened, groggy and confused.

"can you stand?" he whispers in my ear. I respond by slowly moving off the bed. I put my feet down on the cold floor. He is kneeling at my feet. putting socks on me and slides some comfy sweat pants up my calves. Tom helps me to stand and slides the pants all the way up.

"hold out your arms" a warm soft sweatshirt covers the rest of me. He wrapped his arm my shoulders and helps me walk. Still blindfoldeded he leads me back to the van. This time climbing in the back with me. He pulls me down, wraps his arms around me and we rest for the drive home.

we get back to the house, I can hear the driver get out of the van and leave the garage. The garage door closes and we are alone. He helps me up, back into the house. He stands in front of me and slides the blindfold off.

blinking a few times, I look around.

"I thought we were coming back to the house?"

he smiles........

but that is a story for a different time.

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry that you don't get it.

I'm sorry that you're such a fucking pig.

I'm sorry that because you got caught in lies you think it's my fault.

I'm sorry you're such a damn fucking looser that I have to write this to get you out of my system.

I'm sorry you wasted your time emailing me 3 times with long emails explaining to me what a horrible person I am.

I'm sorry you wasted my time to have to read your stupid emails and respond. I won't do it again!

I'm sorry that you will never see this.

I'm sorry that you will never understand.

I'm sorry the world has to put up with you.

I'm sorry I wasted 8 months of my life trying to be your friend when you were never mine.

I'm sorry anyone else has to put up with your shit

I'm sorry

going to NY

Well, I'm going to New York this week, so I don't know if I'll be able to post again until I'm back. Hope you've enjoyed what I've done so far.

Mauh,
Serena

Bondage Fantasy, Part 6

He slowly slides away from me. The smell of man and sex hanging in the air. My head is spinning. My throat is raw. My chest is still heaving from the last assault.

"water" I croak out.

I feel the bed give and a straw at my lips

"poor baby" Tom whispers "are you thirsty?"

He chuckles as I gulp down water. Running his hands gently over my heated skin, re-igniting fires through my body. I finish the water and he moves the glass away. I feel the bed give as he moves above my head. His hands still roaming over my body, my breasts, my arms, my face, my throat. As his hands roam I feel others start at my feet. Slowly working their way up. Gently touches make me shiver. The air is heavy with the smell of sex. All I can hear is gentle breathing. Makes me nervous, I can't figure out what they are planning next. I feel breath on my face. Someone gives me a gentle kiss on my cheek, nuzzles my ear and starts driving me crazy with their tongue in my ear. Dropping kisses down my neck, hair brushing along with the kisses. Wait, hair? the lips are so soft, is it a women? Whomever it is, they smell great. Their clean fresh scent cutting through the thick smell of sex and sweat. The lips disappear, I feel the bed give again and a hard cock slide in me. As that happens I feel a mouth on each breast. Teasing my nipples. As the first orgasm starts to build I feel Toms hands on my throat again. Massaging, tightening. The heat within me is building unbelievably. The cock moves faster and faster. Suddenly I can feel Tom's thumbs press down on my racing pulse. I can feel the blood pulsing in my head, I immediately start to feel light headed. It's hard to breath. I feel like I'm racing as hard as possible, my body plunging harder and harder. I'm starting to tire, my body getting weaker. The orgasm swamps me, the heat washes over me. I'm dying.

The best 24 hours ever: Part 4

this last part is a very new experiance for me....

So, we decide to have some fun. she's told to strip, which she does. Now understand, that she is an S&M Sub. She already has bruises and red marks on her body from the fun she had last night. She's tied up and spanked repeatedly with a small paddle while I'm forced to watch. Since I've never been into pain, this is hard for me to watch. My first instinct is to make them stop, but she was obviously enjoying it. The Drummer and the Dom take turns giving her what she wants. Then they make me do it. I was surprisingly good at it, but it was weird. I've never hit a women, I don't know if I liked it, I'm still trying to figure that out. It gave me a different perspective on the lifestyle. I'm still very new to it. I'm still trying to figure out what I like and what I don't.

well it was an odd ending to an amazing 24 hours. I came so much that I wasn't horny for 2 days afterwords. Which for me, is a really long time!