Thanksgiving

ahh, thanksgiving. family, friends, I ate way to much!! But it was great to see everyone. Kids getting older. cousins that I held as newborns are teenagers now.

man I feel old.

Bondage Fantasy, Part 7 and final

Life starts to come back to me. The room is eerily quiet. I wiggle my toes and hands, at that moment realizing they are free. I'm naked and cold, leaving the blindfold on I curl up into a ball. A blanket is spread across my body, I feel the bed give. Tom's arms come around me.

"you OK?" His voice quiet and soothing

"Yeah" I'm still shaking inside but happy to hear his voice. He kisses the back of my neck and and we lie there for a while, spooning. I feel like I slept for hours, I'm awakened, groggy and confused.

"can you stand?" he whispers in my ear. I respond by slowly moving off the bed. I put my feet down on the cold floor. He is kneeling at my feet. putting socks on me and slides some comfy sweat pants up my calves. Tom helps me to stand and slides the pants all the way up.

"hold out your arms" a warm soft sweatshirt covers the rest of me. He wrapped his arm my shoulders and helps me walk. Still blindfoldeded he leads me back to the van. This time climbing in the back with me. He pulls me down, wraps his arms around me and we rest for the drive home.

we get back to the house, I can hear the driver get out of the van and leave the garage. The garage door closes and we are alone. He helps me up, back into the house. He stands in front of me and slides the blindfold off.

blinking a few times, I look around.

"I thought we were coming back to the house?"

he smiles........

but that is a story for a different time.

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry that you don't get it.

I'm sorry that you're such a fucking pig.

I'm sorry that because you got caught in lies you think it's my fault.

I'm sorry you're such a damn fucking looser that I have to write this to get you out of my system.

I'm sorry you wasted your time emailing me 3 times with long emails explaining to me what a horrible person I am.

I'm sorry you wasted my time to have to read your stupid emails and respond. I won't do it again!

I'm sorry that you will never see this.

I'm sorry that you will never understand.

I'm sorry the world has to put up with you.

I'm sorry I wasted 8 months of my life trying to be your friend when you were never mine.

I'm sorry anyone else has to put up with your shit

I'm sorry